Start of rah buffer: Sat Feb 05 14:44:13 2005 Session Ident: rah (~rah@62.254.2.70) [13:00] dude [13:00] <_eb0La_> what? [13:00] <_eb0La_> why the fuck are you msg'ing me [13:00] <_eb0La_> ? [13:00] <_eb0La_> im not your freind [13:00] <_eb0La_> i dont like you [13:00] <_eb0La_> understand? [13:01] <_eb0La_> im like everyone else you know, i find you boring and stupid [13:01] <_eb0La_> now go cut your rists and try get attention [13:01] <_eb0La_> kthxbye [13:01] man [13:01] <_eb0La_> WHAT [13:01] I don't understand where this offense comes from [13:01] <_eb0La_> say something mildy interesting or fuck off [13:02] I'm just trying to get my head around your behaviour [13:02] around your words [13:02] <_eb0La_> you never will, idiots like you cant [13:02] <_eb0La_> give up [13:02] give me a chance [13:02] <_eb0La_> give up on life man, its over, face it, just kill yourself [13:02] <_eb0La_> prove yourself to me and i will [13:02] that would never work [13:02] <_eb0La_> otherwise you are just some fuck up [13:02] what? [13:03] prove yourself how? [13:03] err [13:03] prove myself how? [13:03] how? [13:03] this is the crux of it [13:03] prove myself to you how? [13:03] <_eb0La_> work it out if you are so smart [13:03] oh ffs [13:04] prove what to you? [13:04] <_eb0La_> that you are not fake [13:04] <_eb0La_> that you are not a loser [13:04] <_eb0La_> that you have substance [13:04] you've said "substance" before [13:04] <_eb0La_> that you are more than just some idiot nerd who tries to pretend he is smart [13:04] I don't know what you mean by that [13:05] <_eb0La_> substance, ie. there is something more to you than just an annoying idiot who talks crao [13:05] <_eb0La_> crap [13:05] such as WHAT?! [13:05] that's just an insult [13:05] <_eb0La_> no it isnt [13:05] "there's something more to me than " [13:05] <_eb0La_> you only say that cause you are a defensive loser [13:06] god [13:06] something more, like *what*? [13:06] give me an example [13:06] I have NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT YOU MEAN [13:06] <_eb0La_> you want me to tell you how to be a person? [13:06] can't you see that? [13:06] no [13:06] I want you to tell me what you think substance is [13:07] or what you mean by that, at least [13:07] <_eb0La_> its something that a person contains [13:07] <_eb0La_> what a person is made of [13:07] <_eb0La_> what their personal attributes are [13:07] <_eb0La_> what makes them different [13:07] eg? [13:07] <_eb0La_> you lack all these [13:07] eg? [13:08] christ man [13:08] I've been saying "what?" for 5 minutes [13:08] you still haven't given me an example [13:08] <_eb0La_> yeh i know, you would think you would realise you sound like a fuckin idiot by now ey? [13:08] just what the hell is it you're talking about? [13:09] I don't give a fuck [13:09] I'm fucking fed up of your shit [13:09] <_eb0La_> then stop msging me you loser [13:09] you talk about me like you think you know me [13:09] no [13:09] you STFU about ME [13:09] GOT IT?! [13:09] <_eb0La_> go stick a tv in the bath, plug it in and die [13:09] <_eb0La_> hahano [13:09] YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW ME [13:09] <_eb0La_> i will pay you out [13:09] <_eb0La_> for EVER [13:10] <_eb0La_> understand? and you know why? cause its fun to pick on people who are LOSERS :D [13:10] is that substance? [13:10] <_eb0La_> yes [13:10] <_eb0La_> it is [13:10] is that the kind of person *you* are? [13:10] then you really haven't payed much attention to my actions in the channel [13:11] <_eb0La_> i just said it was, do you seriously need me to confirm every thought you have? cant you do that by yourself? do you need someone to hold your cock when you piss too? [13:11] and you don't know what I'm like to people in real life [13:11] you don't know what substance I have [13:11] and you never will [13:11] because you're too blinded by bullshit [13:11] take care [13:11] <_eb0La_> well, to be honest, i dont really care [13:11] <_eb0La_> haha [13:11] <_eb0La_> i just wana see you suicide on webcam [13:12] heh [13:12] <_eb0La_> kthnksbye [13:12] good for you :) [13:12] I'll say now what I originally wanted to say [13:13] before I got 10 lines of abuse: [13:13] I'm really genuinely shocked by your behaviour [13:13] <_eb0La_> so? [13:13] <_eb0La_> grow up [13:13] <_eb0La_> stop acting like a kid [13:13] you're not a person worth knowing imho [13:13] jesus man [13:13] <_eb0La_> ? [13:14] "grow up"? [13:14] <_eb0La_> WHAT DO YOU WANT? STOP WASTING MY TIME WITH THIS POINTLESS DRIVEL [13:14] man [13:14] <_eb0La_> i will not be your freind, i do not like you, go find someone else to be irc bumchums with [13:15] I don't want you to be my friend [13:15] <_eb0La_> join #drugheads #shrooms or #smack , chat and i might see you are actually an ok person [13:15] eh? [13:15] fuck off [13:16] <_eb0La_> why does everything you say have to end with a question mark? [13:16] christ [13:16] you still want me to prove myself to you [13:16] jesus man [13:16] you're a fucking arrogant motherfucker [13:16] <_eb0La_> no, YOU still want to prove yourself to me [13:16] <_eb0La_> im not arrogant, im just better than you [13:16] lol [13:16] was that supposed to be ironic? [13:16] or are you just a dumb fuck? [13:16] <_eb0La_> another question mark [13:17] <_eb0La_> oh 2 more [13:17] <_eb0La_> ! [13:17] <_eb0La_> well done, you have asked more retarded questions on irc than anyone [13:17] ok, one last serious question [13:17] <_eb0La_> im not arrogant, im just better than you [13:17] did you really mean that? [13:17] <_eb0La_> yes [13:17] ok :) [13:17] tata [13:18] can I quote that elsewhere? [13:18] (I swear I'll shut up; I just want your permission) [13:18] <_eb0La_> yeh sure, i pasted this whole conversation in about 5 channels [13:18] hmm [13:18] that was a bit of an invasion [13:18] but there we go [13:19] you're better than me, so my privacy doesn't matter [13:19] <_eb0La_> of course [13:19] <_eb0La_> why would it? [13:27] I don't do this now to prove to you what a great guy I am [13:27] I do this now to prove how much of a complete fucking asshole you are [13:28] are you clear about that? [13:29] about what I'm doing? [13:29] I'm going to give you a url [13:29] but I want you to know why I'm giving it to you [13:29] before I give you it [13:29] do you understand? [13:29] hello? [13:49] <_eb0La_> damn, you still talking? [13:49] ah [13:49] ok [13:49] you're a cunt, ok? [13:49] you're a worthless piece of shit [13:49] you're not worth knowing [13:49] you're about the worst example of a human being I've ever had the misfortune of coming across [13:50] I don't want to know you [13:50] if you left #suicide, it would be a good thing in my opinion [13:50] and here's why: [13:50] http://rose.arb.bash.sh/~rah/.unpublic/oh-fuck-ive-taken-mushrooms-again.txt [13:52] <_eb0La_> then hwy do you keep talking to me [13:52] <_eb0La_> you bore me [13:52] <_eb0La_> seriously [13:52] <_eb0La_> you are boring [13:52] ok [13:52] to show you yourself [13:52] in the hope you become a little less of such a prick [13:53] <_eb0La_> what is this pointless drive you have sent me? [13:53] <_eb0La_> its crap [13:53] <_eb0La_> i have taken mushrooms hundreds of time [13:53] <_eb0La_> this is just stupid [13:53] ok [13:54] <_eb0La_> are you done making a fool of yourself? [13:54] do you understand why I showed you that url? [13:55] <_eb0La_> yes, because you think it has a deep meaning, do you understand why i think its a joke? [13:55] lol [13:55] I don't think it has deep meaning [13:55] I do understand why you think it's a joke [13:56] do you understand why I showed you that url? [13:56] do you understand why I showed you that url, *now*? [13:56] <_eb0La_> that url has no meaning to me besides some pathetic persons interpretation of a psilocybin trip [13:56] ok [13:57] then you don't understand :( [13:57] <_eb0La_> no, i dont [13:57] <_eb0La_> its pointless to me [13:58] <_eb0La_> would you like to share you new found wisdom with me? [13:58] get lost, loser [13:59] <_eb0La_> haha [13:59] [02:49] you're a cunt, ok? [13:59] [02:49] you're a worthless piece of shit [13:59] [02:49] you're not worth knowing [14:00] <_eb0La_> do you understand that is a compliment? [14:00] sadly, I do [14:00] <_eb0La_> good good [14:00] keep it up [14:01] <_eb0La_> i will, its what i do, i enjoy it [14:01] <_eb0La_> i will only change if it becomes boring to ME [14:01] <_eb0La_> understand that too? [14:01] that is where my shock comes from [14:01] no, I don't understand it [14:02] you're a leech [14:02] I do understand it [14:02] <_eb0La_> no, im not, it is YOU who msg'd me [14:03] I leech sometimes [14:03] you only leech [14:03] and leeching is, as you say, what you do.. [14:04] <_eb0La_> what exactly is it you are trying to prove or say? [14:08] that I'm mystified that you're proud that you're a leech [14:09] it's pretty obvious we differ very fundamentally [14:09] so rather than rubbing each other up the wrong way constantly, why don't we agree to stay out of each other's way? [14:09] fuck [14:09] <_eb0La_> why would i agree to anything you want me to? [14:10] <_eb0La_> i do what i want [14:10] what am I saying? [14:10] of course :) [14:10] nevermind :) [14:10] <_eb0La_> if i want to, i will do that, at the moment i dont, so i will not [14:10] <_eb0La_> you really do have a hard time understanding things dont you? [14:10] no [14:10] I realised after I said it how silly it was :) [14:10] have fun :) [14:10] enjoy your "life" :) [14:11] <_eb0La_> thats all i do [14:11] <_eb0La_> enjoy [14:11] are you enjoying our conversation? [14:11] <_eb0La_> its boring [14:11] <_eb0La_> you go around in circles [14:11] have you heard of the "/ignore" command? [14:11] no [14:11] ah [14:12] <_eb0La_> ignoring is pathetic [14:12] you wouldn't be able to leech then [14:12] heh [14:12] <_eb0La_> its for people who want to hide [14:12] ah [14:12] so you want to chat to me right now? [14:12] "<_eb0La_> ... the moment i dont, so i will not" [14:13] <_eb0La_> can you atleast try say something worthwhile? [14:13] you're enjoying our hour-long chat? :) [14:13] no [14:13] not to you :) [14:13] get it from someone else :) [14:14] as I said, I don't want to know you [14:14] you're one of the most fucked up people I've ever met [14:14] <_eb0La_> you do realise about 5 channels are pissing themselves laughing at you ey? [14:14] <_eb0La_> hehe [14:14] heh [14:14] hello channels :) [14:14] do you get it too? [14:15] _eb0La_: I say you're one of the most fucked up people I've ever met, and I've just moved out of a house where I was living with a christian rapist [14:15] d'oh [14:16] gave you something [14:16] no more! [14:16] bye [14:16] <_eb0La_> you are beyond stupid [14:16] <_eb0La_> you are completely retarded [14:16] ok [14:16] <_eb0La_> stop embarassing yourself man [14:16] to whom? exactly? :) [14:16] people I don't know? [14:16] who I'll never know? [14:16] <_eb0La_> yes [14:16] hello people! :) [14:16] enjoy the show! :) [14:16] dude [14:17] this is IRC [14:17] <_eb0La_> really? [14:17] where logs get pasted [14:17] <_eb0La_> and yet you seem to take it so serious [14:17] where people copy things [14:17] heh [14:17] I didn't mean "this is just IRC" [14:17] <_eb0La_> and are 'shocked' by me simply not giving a fuck [14:17] I meant "this is IRC, which is a public thing; where your words are already shared with the world" [14:18] heh - rah is ~rah@62.254.2.70 * Bob Ham rah on #suicide #Obe +#spirituality +#spirit +#funneh #mood-disorders rah using *.undernet.org The Undernet Underworld rah End of /WHOIS list. - [14:18] no, I'm shocked by how much of an asshole you are :) [14:18] <_eb0La_> you are bipolar arnt you [14:18] <_eb0La_> or manic [14:18] <_eb0La_> one of them [14:19] 'night [14:20] 'night _eb0La_'s friends [14:39] <_eb0La_> and your poem was good amusement for a lot of people too [14:40] <_eb0La_> i think it gone down as the worst attempt ever [14:40] <_eb0La_> lol End of rah buffer Sat Feb 05 14:44:13 2005